歌手: taylor swift 发布时间：
Written by：Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff
© 2020 TASRM Publishing, administered by：Songs Of Universal, Inc. (BMI), Sony/ATV Songs LLC / Ducky Donath Music (BMI)
All Rights Reserved. Used by Permission.
Produced by：Jack Antonoff/Taylor Swift
Recorded by：Laura Sisk at the Kitty Committee Studio (Los Angeles, CA), Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY) and Laura Sisk and Jack Antonoff at Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY) and Conway Recording (Los Angeles, CA)
Assistant Engineering by：John Rooney and Jon Sher
Mixed by：Serban Ghenea at Mixstar Studios (Virginia Beach, VA)
Engineered by：John Hanes
Mastered by：Randy Merrill at Sterling Sound (New York, NY)
Live Drums, Percussion, Programming, Electric Guitars, Keyboards, Organ, Bass, Background Vocals by：Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY) and Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY) and Conway Recording (Los Angeles, CA)
Saxophones, Keyboards by：Evan Smith at Pleasure Hill Recording (Portland, ME)
Strings by：Bobby Hawk, recorded by Lorenzo Wolff at Restoration Sound (Brooklyn, NY)
I've been having a hard time adjusting
最近我感觉很难适应
I had the shiniest wheels
我曾光芒万丈
Now they're rusting
如今黯淡无光
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
我不知道如果我回来 你会不会在意
I have a lot of regrets about that
我对此感到万分遗憾
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
开车上路 去往瞭望台
Could've followed my fears all the way down
我本来会任由恐惧驱使 一路走到黑
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
或许我不知道该说什么
But I'm here in your doorway
但我已经来到你家门前
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我在努力改变
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我在努力改变
They told me all of my cages were mental
他们说 这一切都是我画地为牢 作茧自缚
So I got wasted like all my potential
于是我终日买醉 虚耗我的天赋
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
愤怒的时候 我的言语伤人至深
I have a lot of regrets about that
对此我感到万分遗憾
I was so ahead of the curve
我曾经遥遥领先他人
The curve became a sphere
如今回到原点
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
远远落后于我的同窗 沦落至此
Pouring out my heart to a stranger
对陌生人倾吐心声
But I didn't pour the whiskey
但我没有喝威士忌
I just wanted you to
我只想让你知道
Know that this is me
我在努力改变
Trying
努力
I just wanted you to
我只想让你知道
Know that this is me
我在努力改变
Trying
努力
At least I'm trying
至少我在努力
And it's hard to be at a party
当我感觉伤口还未愈合时
When I feel like an open wound
真的很难尽情狂欢
It's hard to be anywhere these days
这些日子 无论在哪儿都难受至极
When all I want is you
我想要的只有你
You're a flashback in a film reel
你常常闪过我的脑海
On the one screen in my town
一晃而过 难以捉摸
And I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我在努力改变
I just wanted you to
我只想让你知道
Know that this is me
我在努力改变
Trying
努力
At least I'm trying
至少我在努力